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Q:
I am in need of career advice! I have a BA in psychology and have
been in a PhD program in a top-ranked business school for the last
two years.This program was my top choice and I was so thrilled to
be accepted into such a highly esteemed university. I am very interested
in studying issues pertaining to individual experiences at work
and hope to contribute to the well-being of everyday working people
and their organizations.
However,
I am not very happy in this program - and my performance has been
hurting. In June I did poorly on my preliminary exams and have
been asked to retake them in the beginning of December. This situation
offers me several options - throwing myself into passing the exams
the second time around and working to improve my fit in the program,
choosing to spend the next two months applying to other programs
at different universities(perhaps in Psychology or even another
Business school), or taking my Masters and begin a non-academic
career. What should I do?
A:
I want to start with a look at the basic underlying influences
of your chart which are a bit conflicted. Your Pisces Sun/Mercury/Venus
conjunction is very fluid and adaptable, and like the water element
with which Pisces is associated, you likely have a tendency to
follow the path of least resistance. Your Scorpio Moon is very
interested in psychology and the things that make us the kind
of people we are, and you have a passionate nature that tends
to become immersed in anything that you are interested in. However,
your Moon is conjunct Uranus in your chart which gives you an
inner restlessness that may urge you to flee if you become too
entangled in any one project. Then to make matters a little more
complicated, Taurus is rising in your chart so you also have a
need for stability and a dislike for change in your life.
Over
the past year transiting Saturn, the planet of self-doubt, restriction
and limitation, has been making a square to the Moon in your chart
and therefore to Uranus as well, creating some depression and
probably some defeatist (Saturn) feelings (Moon) as well as causing
you to feel somewhat limited and confined (Saturn/Uranus). Then
in August you completed your Saturn return, the time that occurs
for everyone at age 28-30 when transiting Saturn returns to its
place in your birthchart. This is a time of struggle and a lot
of hard work that can lead to great success, or it can be very
difficult depending on how we approach it.
The
good news is that Saturn is now your friend, and will soon be
making a harmonious transit over your ascendant which will start
to bring you some of his gifts of achievement and reframing your
life with new structures just in time for you to re-take the exams,
if that's what you choose to do. Your transits (planetary cycles)
over the past few months look great, but it will be important
to make this decision before the end of the year. Next year you
have some challenging cycles: one will tend to bring up long-buried
emotional issues (transiting Chiron square to your Moon/Uranus
conjunction) so you will want to be in an environment where you
feel safe to deal with these; and another could create conflicts
with those in power (Transiting Jupiter square Pluto). Still,
these are two minor blips in an overwhelmingly positive environment.
I
suspect you already know within you which of these paths you want
to take. It's important to try to avoid making a change just for
the sake of change or because you feel restless, but to listen
to the message that you are given from within. If you want to
remain in the PhD program but are afraid that you will experience
more of what you went through over the past two years, I can tell
you that this is behind you. But if you feel that the program
no longer suits your current needs, evaluate what those needs
are and act acocrdingly.
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